If you're a bum yesterday the good news is you can change now. You can become a different person now, it doesn't matter if they call you split personality, bipolar order or something... change your mood now, change your attitude now to attract a different result. If people are not taking you seriously it's because you're not serious. You're acting like a clown all the time, you're playing the weak game. The good thing about life is you can change anytime you want.
You will never know if you're getting better or not, you will never feel it but taking actions will give you more confidence, it will give you a stronger heart, it will give you a stronger character All you can do is take actions now and do everything you can to upgrade a little bit mentally and physically. Every time you get lazy you are getting weaker and weaker, every time you make sacrifices you are improving... as simple as that.
